My last post and last series of 2020, ‘Spiritually Becoming’ was created to do an upheaval of the chains that were wrapped around my neck. Last week I said I was done bringing the effects of the chains and the chains themselves with me into a new year.
To take a look ahead is new for me.
Yes, I am a planner. But I’ve lost the ability to dream. And I want to dream again. I want to be able to look ahead and be excited no matter what’s to come. I want to dream of things with an exhilaration and not an edit button. To not pair them down before they even finish becoming a thought.
But I can’t do that just yet. I’m still working through being able to do that. I will, however, be okay with taking it as it comes. To learn to not control what’s to come, the situation or other people involved.
Baby steps.
I’m taking baby steps so I can make this transformation sustainable. To have longevity with the look ahead in my life. To be able to find the will and desire to dream again. To add joy to the peace I’ve been able to cultivate.
Great perspective .